missed you all. im still here…
:)

NEW DISCOVERY:)

so….. there’s only one guy i have my sights set on. :) the original guy. and i just found out… he made varsity. as a freshman:) i’m proud. but he still doesn’t know that i exist.

now i know he s…

now i know he saw me because i looked him right in the eye. that was awkward…

i saw him. im j…

i saw him. im just not sure if he saw me…..

IM SO EXCITED C…

IM SO EXCITED CAUSE HES GOIN’ TO MY SCHOOL NEXT YEAR:)!

Abnormal?

Please tell me it’s not weird to save pictures of my crush on my phone. Because I do. I feel weird about it and have this constant fear that one of my friends is gonna scroll through my photos and see pictures of him. So I put a password lock on my phone. I can’t risk anyone knowing. I wonder what people would say if they found out about him…

So i’m creepin…

So i’m creepin’ on him:) looking at pictures of him and his baseball team. WHY ARE THERE ONLY 2 FUCKING PICTURES OF HIM AND 5,000 OF EVERYONE ELSE?? and the pictures of him are blurry:( i can tell him apart from anyone on the team. Theres a whole bunch of boys on the team, but my eyes dart to him. Maybe its his hair. or is it his smile? But theres this one thing that makes him different from all the rest.